Just Once [warning: depressing post]

Just once, I wish someone else would get behind the camera. It's fun looking back at all the pictures I take, but depressing when I see I'm not in any of them.

Just once I wish someone else else would wake up early with the baby, so I could sleep in.

Just once I wish someone besides my own kids and friends would compliment me.

Just once I wish I could come home to a clean house.

Just once I wish someone would ask to take me out, and not always to a restaurant with a ball game on in the background.

Just once I wish someone else would pack the kids' lunches.

Just once I want to be noticed. Cant someone see I'm not feeling like myself?

I'm running faster than I have strength. 

I can't do it all. Im tired of doing it all. 

Sometimes I feel so alone.